;# It All Happens To Me
1:30 a.m. ;# 2003-10-24

People, if you really want to talk to me, don't do it now. I'm real angry, and I'll probably take it out on ya'.

My...bro...Pat Miller...doing cocaine? Yes..it's true...he got high, did weed, I can't believe I witnessed it. Mum doesn't know....neither Bob...

Why? Why does it ALL happen to me? Why can't I be the trendy girl you see walking down the streetz, ignoring everybody? That's who I used to be.

But now, it's diffrent, Niki going nuts, under early peer preasure...((some kid wanted her to steal these ear rings))...and me? Me, just normal me, not. I'm not normal. I'm over the top in opposites of that. I'm weird. I'm abnormal.

Anybody, anybody, please, please help me. I'm messed up...

Messyly Upyly,

Lili

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